Thinking Out Loud
Tidbits
I am a 24 year old female who still cannot come to call myself as a woman simply because I am like a child in a lot of ways. I am an online gamer and I have a several jobs but I fix people's flights and hotel problems for a living in the real world. I cry over rock songs but I cannot play any instrument. I have people screaming, crying and cursing at me for 40 hours in a week and I can still be nice to people. I suck at doing girly things but I love flowers in the pouring rain. I do not like arguments but I stand fast to my beliefs. I am my own person. I can be your pleasant surprise.
Sneak a Peek

Me and My sister Mae
Cherry and Me @ Dampa
Out of the Shower
He Loves Me
One Night in Ortigas
Videoke @ MOA
Solo Pic Taken @ MOA
Lunch @ Kenny Roger's
RRD Miles Launch
Swimming with Bebu
Bebu ko Astig
Teh Kyut Kyuts!
Hmm. Ewan.
Lives I Follow
Bebu | Voxie | Voxie - LJ | t0ni | Kohaku | Alquanna | Neosankyo | Lorne | Amaryllis | Jeeu | Rolf | Jabael | Aeryne | Chino | Morrigan | Bluearrow | Kibin | Zeek | Neoma | Thyalla | Karlo | Jonas | ReiShin |
Familiar Haunts

HOL™ Forums | RF boards | PW Boards | PW-HOL Fansite | Plurk | DevArt | iStockphoto | Peyups.com | Light a Million Candles | Bebu's Purevolume | Jam 88.3 | Radioblog Club | Blogskins | Crunchy Roll | Youtube | Click the City | Wikipedia |

Credits
Designer
-bolong
Basecodes/Inspiration
-ooh-
-z1ppy
Editing
-adobe photoshop cs2.
ALREADY HISTORY
April 2006 | May 2006 | June 2006 | July 2006 | August 2006 | September 2006 | October 2006 | November 2006 | December 2006 | February 2007 | April 2007 | June 2007 | July 2007 | September 2007 | October 2007 | June 2008 | October 2008 |
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Friday, April 28, 2006


Listening to: The First Cut is the Deepest [Sheryl Crow]
..."Coz when it comes to being lucky he's cursed; And when it comes to loving me he's worst.."

Last night was spent tossing and turning, very much like the previous night. Sure, I work the morning shift nowadays, 6 am til 1 pm but when I looked in the mirror today I saw the dark circles under my eyes. And to add to that, my eyes were all puffy from crying myself to sleep.

Heck. I wasn't expecting it to be like this. I thought I'd be OK. It wasn't until two nights ago when I started crying myself to sleep. God, I miss Carlo. And what's ironic is the fact that while I couldn't stop myself from sobbing, Carlo was texting me saying everything's gonna be OK. That we'd be better off as friends - for now.

Things aren't so good in the office as well. Gah! I hate office politics >.< And I know some of my co-workers are saying stuff about me when they think I'm not listening. It's not fair, I'm only doing my job. Sure I'm upset, very much upset about it but right now there's nothing I can do. I just have to ride it out.

I'm gonna admit it. Right now I feel like crap. There's no point in pretending that I'm super, when I really am not. Damn. 4 years down the drain. But I know we didn't totally lose it, we're very good friends. And I'm grateful for that.

On the bright side, I'm looking forward to the weekend. I'm gonna start playing RF again! Weee~ And I also wanna watch Silent Hill. But I have gotta find someone to go with me first! For the first time in 4 years I am actually in need of a date! XD

10:21 AM