Listening to: Fix You [by Coldplay] Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try
to fix..
YOU.
I just felt like posting this. It's something I wrote 6 years ago I think..
Tableau
A solitary tear -
fell from a tired eye.
Froze.
And then broke
like crystal as it hit the ground,
shattering to a thousand pieces.
A single soul
looks out the window
Watching the snow fall,
dance and swirl on its own
hurried frenzy.
Making her
cold and numb all over.
Ghosts of yesterday
Taund her sanity with
it's icy fingers.
Like the caress of a lover
who just moments ago
walked away.
Closed the door and disappeared
as the first snowflakes
kissed the windowpanes.
Listening to: Call Me When You're Sober [Evanescence]
Don't cry to me.
If you loved me,
You would be here with me.
You want me,
Come find me.
Make up your mind.
I've been up and down the past week.
Sunday LU LIVE! was soo much fun! I got to see my HOL guildmates again as well as meet with the other RF peeps from Altrax. I got dizzy from all the people introduced to me, and right now I could barely remember their faces. Hehe. I was hoarse from lack for sleep, from shouting over the NEST Finals, and from talking non-stop the whole afternoon.
Some pics (c/o ria):
L-R: curby, ria, pau, joe, me, allen, keith and maxipeel
Standing (L-R): Kohaku, Voldenmore, Railshark, sachiel, Zeek, Malkav; On the Floor: AeolusYager, Maximin, msBLUEgirl, Thiek, Astraea, Soulrun, ElBimbo
Ceru's Brownies~! Yummy
Last shot before goin home.
HOL Posing with the Brown MAU Cosplay Winner~
And oh, I forgot. I am now the Bellato Altrax Board Archon. And here are Soulie's Lvl 41 screenie~
Reaching for the Stars >"<
Dancing in the Moonlight
Soulrun in Lvl 41 LR Set
The other days weren't that remarkable. Save for the fact that the GEVC VOIP Phone has gone haywire and it's making my job really hard to do. I hope we do good this week tho. .
Friday night I cried myself to sleep. Felt better when I woke up Saturday morning, went to work. Got home around 1pm, slept. Then cried when I woke up. Felt like crap. Played RF, then I was ok again. The price I have got to pay I guess. But it's all worth it. I know it is.
Basta. If you want me to I'll be there for you, maybe I can save your life. At times you hated me, ain't that how love should be. So just me save your life.
Right about now I need some coffee. Maybe some choco chip cookies. And a hug. <3>
I am a 24 year old female who still cannot come to call myself as a woman simply because I am like a child in a lot of ways. I am an online gamer and I have a several jobs but I fix people's flights and hotel problems for a living in the real world. I cry over rock songs but I cannot play any instrument. I have people screaming, crying and cursing at me for 40 hours in a week and I can still be nice to people. I suck at doing girly things but I love flowers in the pouring rain. I do not like arguments but I stand fast to my beliefs. I am my own person. I can be your pleasant surprise. 
