Listening to: Over my Head [The Fray]
Everyone knows I'm in over my head
Over my head
With 8 seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind..
It's been raining on and off lately. Actually the weather is quite unpredictable. XD And I hate it because I end up not bringing my jacket when it's raining after I get off my shift. Sure I have my umbrella but I don't wanna take it out. I don't like a wet umbrella. Nah ah :D
So anyways, yesterday wasn't much of a difference. It's a Saturday so I decided to wear my khaki drawstring pants and flip flops to work. (Woot~ I can wear flip flops to the office! It's actually one of the reasons while I like my job - it doesn't require me to be in a corporate suit. Haha). So since I was wearing flip flops and I am not girly (translation: I don't walk,talk,dress and act like your average girl), I ended up with small greyish blotches at the backside of my pants. And lots of them. I didn't notice until one of my officemates asked me what's with my pants during breaktime. But heck, I couldn't care less anyways. But seeing those muddy blotches made me think of my mom, and how she always reminds me to walk properly lest I get dirt on my clothes - especially when it's raining. It's almost making me laugh out loud when I think about it. Imagine. I'm a full grown adult now. But I still don't know how to walk when it's raining! /swt
I slept when I got home. Woke up around 5:30 I think and just lounged around my bed and engaged in another marathon texting session with HIM. I got up around 7:30 - showered, grabbed some chow, got dressed then left for INGEN to catch the 9PM CW. There was an event: system crash. Which got screwed bigtime coz the GM's PC crashed during the most critical moment. Sheesh~ System crash talaga! Literally! LOL. We're gonna know the results by Monday so we just gotta keep our fingers crossed. We need the drop mods. I need to farm! XD I found out from Leppard that I have this semi-immunity from them Accretians. Coz according to his accre friend, there was something on map chat about NOT killing Soulrun. Tee Hee~ Lesser CODs from accre pawnage! Spamming at the boards was kinda good for me I guess. Hehe >:) Friday's CW was a lot more fun tho. It went on for three hours and was a draw. But the Federation Troops were able to successfully defend BCC from the combined Cora and Acrre forces. And I got my all-time record of 22 Kills! Weee~! But Lepp beat me tho, he got 34 friggin kills! Pfft! I am gonna beat him one time. Antay lang siya! XD
Work is boring. Nothing to do here in the office. So I spammed at the boards some more. Good thing one of my accre board buddies was still up - spam galore! And I was flabbergasted to know that I am now the #2 spammer in the whole of RFO-Ph boards. OMFG! XD
| What Your Soul Really Looks Like |
 You are quite expressive and thoughtful. You see the world in a way that others are blind to.
You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds.
You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you.
Your near future is a lot like the present, and as far as you're concerned, that's a very good thing.
For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.
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Listening to: Good Day [Jewel]
Can't think standing here no more
I'm alone, my mind's racing, heart breaking
Can you be everything I need you to be?
Can you protect me like a daughter?
Can you love me like a father?
Can you drink me like water?
Say I'm like the desert, just hotter.
He said goodnight at 1 am. I fell asleep, only to be awakened 2 hours later by his SMS message - urging me to get out of bed coz I have to be at work by 4. I asked him why he's still up. He said he can't stop thinking about me. Geez. I know it's cheesy but it's making me kilig anyways. So I prepped up, and was texting with him all the way to the office. Twas raining. And I wanted so bad to crawl back in my bed and just lie there. I got here (the office) by 4:30 I think. I know I'm late but it doesn't matter since it's a Sunday. LOL :) He made sure I was safely in the office before he turned in for the night. Shucks. Such a sweet thing, that boy. No wonder I can't stop smiling.
Ritch left for the day after I arrived. Work's very light this week since the other guys were moved to GY already. So I've got lots of idle time. As if i don't heve enough already! 8D Nothing to do so I lazed around the net (again!) I lurked around RF boards, and was forced to sign up for a Multiply account just so I could view the Acrretia GEB pics. I'm thinking about using the multiply account for Soulrun's RP Stuff - like her profile, character background and all that. Hmm. And yeah, I also signed up for Deviantart today, so I could leave comments on Dzini's DA page. Woot~! -1 Single person in the world! XD Yey for falling in love again!
Right now I'm having a cup of coffee, and munching on choco mallows. I would've wanted him here with me but he's sick. And I actually enjoy moments like these when I could just sit back and let my thoughts flow. Next week he said he'd try. But I don't wanna impose on him. Don't have the right to. LOL.
Carlo is still texting, he says he missed me. But I don't miss him. Right now I'm missing someone else entirely. Sigh. I want him to move on, just like I did. But how to tell him when he won't listen? It's frustrating coz I ctually thought that we've worked out the whole "let's be friends" thing. Then the barrage of text msgs came. Oh well.
Random thought: I wanna get a tattoo. A teenie weenie Bellato Race Symbol at the back of my right hand. But my folks are gonna freak I'm just soo sure they would! XD
3 hours more before I can go home, climb back to bed and
dream of Ice Cream *wink* :)
ABOUT A BOY~
Listening to: Learning the Hard Way [Gin Blossoms]
I wonder what you're dreaming
While we’re halfway cross this bridge
We've come too far to turn back
We're just too close to quit Wee~! New layout, and I'm in love with it! 8D And starting next week, I have a new day off. Mondays now instead of Tuesdays since we have a new account, and some of the guys were moved to GY shift. I'm leftt with Ritchie for the GEVC account until everything is up and running for the other new account.
And speaking of new stuff, Soul's got to lvl 37 na pala! And she's got new gear! I love teh +2 chaos int gatling from Lepp. And I also got a +15 dodge amulet from Leggy, and a +3 chaos smart gatling from Yashiru. Woot! 141 dodge ^^; I am so addicted to mobbing leds and ore farming. Gotta save up for that SI bolt rifle of vulcan. And I need to PL to 40 na! Hmm, maybe next week. That is, if I don't get sidetracked again! Haha.. Soul's got some tin can stalkers! LAWL! I didn't know AR (Anti-Raiding) could be such fun!
Waiting for the Cartella Ship ~ Anti Raid with Leppard
Anyways, some random thoughts during my idle office time.
This boy is a mass of complications. He's nice and sweet one moment then naughty and bad the next. He claims he'd rather be alone, but asked me "not to leave". He says he's not lonely, when he actually is. He told me he wouldn't wanna fall in love again. So he's gonna steer clear of 'em girls. It's all about prevention, he said. ^_~
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This boy is making me smile :)
I am a 24 year old female who still cannot come to call myself as a woman simply because I am like a child in a lot of ways. I am an online gamer and I have a several jobs but I fix people's flights and hotel problems for a living in the real world. I cry over rock songs but I cannot play any instrument. I have people screaming, crying and cursing at me for 40 hours in a week and I can still be nice to people. I suck at doing girly things but I love flowers in the pouring rain. I do not like arguments but I stand fast to my beliefs. I am my own person. I can be your pleasant surprise. 
