Thinking Out Loud
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I am a 24 year old female who still cannot come to call myself as a woman simply because I am like a child in a lot of ways. I am an online gamer and I have a several jobs but I fix people's flights and hotel problems for a living in the real world. I cry over rock songs but I cannot play any instrument. I have people screaming, crying and cursing at me for 40 hours in a week and I can still be nice to people. I suck at doing girly things but I love flowers in the pouring rain. I do not like arguments but I stand fast to my beliefs. I am my own person. I can be your pleasant surprise.
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Thursday, April 27, 2006


Listening to: Fix You [Coldplay]
...And the tears come streaming down your face; When you lose something you can't replace; When you love someone but it goes to waste; Could it be worse?..

Emo mode: God, this song is just killing me right now. Hit me right where it hurts the most! X_x

Today wasn't a good day for me. Too much stuff going on, in my personal life as well as in the office. I need a breather. So I figured instead of wallowing in self-pity, I'd rather think about my happy thoughts - so I came up with this list:

Things That Make Me Happy*

  • Flowers in the pouring rain
  • Fireworks
  • Fireflies
  • A good book and a good cup of coffee
  • Foggy nights
  • Shopping for the perfect gift and wrapping it myself
  • Watching MTV in the wee hours of the morning
  • Babies
  • Hugs and butterfly kisses
  • Coke with every meal XD
  • Talking out loud in English when no one is around!
  • Stargazing
  • Making Paperboats
  • Dressing up my avatars
  • Daydreaming
  • Being me
  • Alternative rock music
  • Crying my heart out to just feel better
  • Cotton Candy and Popcorn
  • Making a difference
  • Recording my singing on my phone!
  • My alone time with myself doing whatever things
  • Girly chats with my girlfriends
  • Writing notes the recipient would never read
  • Learning new things
  • My mom's cooking
  • Sneakers
  • Vodka Mudshake and Tequila shots
  • My Timex watch
  • My Dreamcather necky
  • Making a wish
  • Falling stars
  • Walking along a tree-lined street with leaves falling around me
  • Firetrees in full bloom
  • Christmas lights
  • Snowflakes (when I get the chance to experience it!)
  • Fairies
  • Making someone happy

*List is subject to change

Hmm, now that I've had time to think I couldn't actually find a reason why I shouldn't be smiling right now. ^_^




9:24 AM