Thinking Out Loud
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I am a 24 year old female who still cannot come to call myself as a woman simply because I am like a child in a lot of ways. I am an online gamer and I have a several jobs but I fix people's flights and hotel problems for a living in the real world. I cry over rock songs but I cannot play any instrument. I have people screaming, crying and cursing at me for 40 hours in a week and I can still be nice to people. I suck at doing girly things but I love flowers in the pouring rain. I do not like arguments but I stand fast to my beliefs. I am my own person. I can be your pleasant surprise.
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Saturday, April 29, 2006

Listening to: Stuck in a Moment [U2]
..."You've got to get yourself together you got stuck in a moment, and you can't get out of it"..

Last night I didn't cry at all! Wee~ And for the first time in a week I actually made it early for work! LOL XD

Anyways, I was thinking about what I'm gonna do with my life now. And I figured I can't stay like this coz it's not gonna do me any good. Today, I smiled more than I did the past few days. Which really made me happy. Although some people in the office goes out of their way to annoy me, I hardly cared. Carlo was kidding me, he said looks like I was having a good day since I didn't complain to him about me feeling like crap!

Oh well.. I'm tired. I just got home from the mall. There's a three day sale in SM Megamall and it took me almost an hour just to get a ride home!
Also went shopping today! Since it's payday! LOL =P I got me a new shirt from American Eagle, khaki drawstring pants from Banana Republic and a new tote bag! I wonder what it is with shopping that makes women forget about their problems! *Laughs out Loud* Post break-up shopping brings back memories for me! It was the same thing I did when my first bf and I broke up (after being together for 2 yrs). After crying my heart out, I went out to shop too! I was 17 then. Now I'm 21, and I just finished off a 4-year relationship. Whew~ Nothing much has changed - save for the fact that I have more shopping money now that I'm earning my own moolah!

Life goes on. This is how I see the world now.

Anyways, part of the not being stuck in moment scheme I have going is reinventing myself. I was thinking I could overhaul my wardrobe but then again, it's not gonna be me anymore. I wasn't too good at being girly to start with! Maybe when I have time, I'm gonna have something done to my hair. Get a haircut. Whatever.

I gotta sleep, I have work tomorrow at 6 am. I don't wanna be late and upset Chupabz! ^_^


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