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I am a 24 year old female who still cannot come to call myself as a woman simply because I am like a child in a lot of ways. I am an online gamer and I have a several jobs but I fix people's flights and hotel problems for a living in the real world. I cry over rock songs but I cannot play any instrument. I have people screaming, crying and cursing at me for 40 hours in a week and I can still be nice to people. I suck at doing girly things but I love flowers in the pouring rain. I do not like arguments but I stand fast to my beliefs. I am my own person. I can be your pleasant surprise.
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Thursday, May 18, 2006


Listening to: Coral Sky [Dishwalla]
Hey, don't let the sun go down
Don't let it end here now
Cause you're right, and I'm everything you're not
Could I ever be the one

Yey~ I am not sick anymore, and I've got plenty of time to spare to update :)

Watched The Davinci Code with the guys from the office after the shift. It was uh, pretty much like the book. I wasn't expecting Teabing to be that old though. LOL. SM decided not to show te film so everyone flocked to Robinson's instead. There were like 5 cinemas showing DVC. But still, there's a lot of people considering the fact that it's only a Thursday. Imagine what it's gonna be like during the weekend! The 7 of us ended up getting seats on the second row though we arrived early. Crap, my neck hurts. I even dozed three times during the movie. I got dizzy from the screen being too close to me, and I lack sleep too. I was up until 1 am last night, texting and reading.

Last night I got three guys telling me that they miss me. Haha~ Carlo, Aaron and Xave. Oh well, I really do not know how to react. Carlo's been up and down since we broke up. The last time I saw him, he lost weight. He's somewhat not the same anymore :( Last night he said he's missing his friend - me.

Xave, a friend I met in college asked me out last night. But I told him I've already got plans for today. So we'll just go out next time. He said he's hoping he could see me again, he missed me. Well, I hope he understood what I told him years ago - that we could only be friends.

Aaron (my other ex) and I had a decent conversation after almost 5 years! He tracked me down thru friendster. I actually had a decent chat with him today. I found out that he's smoking like hell though he swore off smoking cause his dad died of lung cancer. And I'm afraid he's also bulimic, he said he throws up everytime he eats. Cripes. Anyways, he said he some stuff about him being too fragile when alone and me not being there during the darkest times in his life. And he said he's happy to talk to me coz missed me so much. He asked if we could go out. I said I'm gonna think about it. Haha~ As if.. Men! *rolls eyes*

Honestly speaking I'm enjoying being single. I think I'm gonna go this way for a while. My heart's safe, and my mind's at peace XD. Well, maybe I could go out on dates once in a while to break the monotony ^^.

In a Past Life...
You Were: A Kind Magician.
Where You Lived: Alaska.
How You Died: Natural causes.
Who Were You In a Past Life?

A kind magician?!? WTF! ~_~

Uh oh, time check. It's almost 9, gotta attend CW :)


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