Thinking Out Loud
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I am a 24 year old female who still cannot come to call myself as a woman simply because I am like a child in a lot of ways. I am an online gamer and I have a several jobs but I fix people's flights and hotel problems for a living in the real world. I cry over rock songs but I cannot play any instrument. I have people screaming, crying and cursing at me for 40 hours in a week and I can still be nice to people. I suck at doing girly things but I love flowers in the pouring rain. I do not like arguments but I stand fast to my beliefs. I am my own person. I can be your pleasant surprise.
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Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Listening to: Cool Off [Session Road]
..."Palayain ang isa't isa.. Kung tayo, tayo talaga..."



I woke up feeling good today. I even caught myself humming a tune while walking across the almost empty parking lot on my way to the office. And what's funny is that I was talking to myself and smiling at at the same time. It's not a wonder why some people are looking at me funny. I couldn't care less. Haha~ Coz I am happy (I'm a shooting star! XD)

I enjoy my early morning walks, when the sun is just warm enough to wake my sleeping limbs and I can feel the breeze caressing my face. I used to hate waking up early, but then I realized that the world actually looks different in the morning. It's just so peaceful :) I like seeing the old woman who does her exercise at the back of the Taipan Building and the occasional joggers who pass me by. I like the emptiness of the parking lots around Emerald Avenue, and watching the spaces fill up as the day grows older. There's just something so poetic about it. I remember when our office was still in Prestige Tower, I used to cut a whole sheet of bond paper into smaller pieces and then throw it out of the 25th floor window, making a wish and watching them get blown by the wind and landing on the roofs of the cars parked in the lot below.

Anyways, it's a whole new month. Another clean slate, a fresh start. May is gonna be a happy month, I think. Flowers bloom the prettiest in May right? So I just have this gut feeling that this month is gonna be good for me :) Crazy notion? Not! It's my rent's 22nd wedding anniversary on Friday and I still haven't gotten a gift for them. Uh oh.. And it's my sister's 20th birthday on the 19th. She's asking for a new mp3 player, so I think that's what I'm gonna get her~

I went back to playing RF last Sunday, and it's funny coz I'm using the controls for DOTA! LOL! I kept on pressing F1! And much worse, I kept on pressing the right click button for character movement. Speak about being away too long.. Anyways, it was fun. I missed playing the game. And oh, I was able to borrow an Intense Seige Bow from Sagiri! Yey~ I also partied with a few guildmates when I got home from the office today and managed to get to level 32! XD But I'm tired, and those meat chilos are making fresh meat out of me so I figured I'm gonna play again tomorrow - when I'm in the mood for running around. ^^

That's all for now. I've got reports to finish so I'll post more tomorrow, since it's my day off and I haven't got anything to do.


10:44 AM