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I am a 24 year old female who still cannot come to call myself as a woman simply because I am like a child in a lot of ways. I am an online gamer and I have a several jobs but I fix people's flights and hotel problems for a living in the real world. I cry over rock songs but I cannot play any instrument. I have people screaming, crying and cursing at me for 40 hours in a week and I can still be nice to people. I suck at doing girly things but I love flowers in the pouring rain. I do not like arguments but I stand fast to my beliefs. I am my own person. I can be your pleasant surprise.
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Sunday, May 21, 2006


Listening to: Echo [Incubus]
Won't you show me dear
Something I've not seen
Something infinitely interesting..


Work went fine today. Everybody was excited since it's the weekend for them already - not for me though. Anyways, I went straight home after my shift, had lunch at One Fat and then RF mode~

I spent the whole afternoon with that guy ^ (points at picture). I'm not gonna say who. LOL. (He's not from HOL so you can stop wondering now! XD) It was actually fun. It was the first time in years that I spent a considerable amount of OL time with a guy without worrying about anything. Eg : a jealous bf. Haha~ Anyways, today's PT grinding wasn't a drag at all. I really had fun with him. Well, he's smart and I like that. I learned quite a few things from him today. We talkeed about stuff - B movies, surperheroes, RF (of course), as well as worms and bugs among other things. By 6pm I was beat, so I logged off.

Early in the game I had screenies with Zepplin at Cannon Alley. I didn't know they'd turn up like these coz Zepp took em. LOL~


After RF I was about to sleep. But I ended up watching the OC rerun on ETC instead. I went to my room after the episode but I couldn't sleep. My body's tired but my mind's on something else. I think I was able to fall asleep at 8:30. Was s'posed to be up by 10pm, but I woke up at 11. LOL :D And Carlo was kinda pissed why I'm not answering his msgs. I was asleep for Pete's sake! And uh, he doesn't have the right to be mad anymore if I'm not answering right? I was almost late for work. And when I logged in to YM EX # 1 saw me before I could click on stealth settings for Ex # 1 = permanently offline. Oh well, figure this one out:

ex # 1: ello
me: hello
ex # 1: musta araw mo?
me: ok lng
me: normal day
ex # 1: ^^
ex # 1: bahay k ba ngaun?
me: ofc
ex # 1: ahh
me: may shift ako pag sat
me: 12 am to 6 am
ex # 1: wat tym usual duty mo?
ex # 1: icee
me: 6am to 1 pm
ex # 1: ahh
ex # 1: taka ako its kinda late tas ol ka pa^^
me: LOL
ex # 1: ^_^
ex # 1: musta na ne?
me: e bat ikaw OL k rin
me: LOL
me: ok lng
ex # 1: musta buhay buhay those past 5 yirs?
me: LOL
ex # 1: adik mode eh
me: im all goo
me: *good
me: haha
ex # 1: cld u elaborate that?
me: LOL
me: that was like 5 yrs
ex # 1: aw
ex # 1: y LOL?
me: where do u expect me to start?
ex # 1: hmmm..kaw
ex # 1: kaw nakakaalam sa buhay mo^^
me: LOL
me: not in the mood to make kwento .
ex # 1: haha
ex # 1: aw
ex # 1: hmmm
ex # 1: la lang
ex # 1: uhmm ne
me: yeah?
ex # 1: i was thinking if theres still a chance na maibalik ung closeness ntin before?
me: LOL
me: i doubt
ex # 1: and why is that?
me: LOL
ex # 1: huh?
ex # 1: im serious
me: i just have this feeling that's not gonna be possbile
me: well i am too
ex # 1: bket naman?
me: bakit ano?
ex # 1: pano mo nasabing it wont be posible?
me: its a gut feeling, ok?
ex # 1: hmmm
ex # 1: guess mali feeling mo
ex # 1: ^_^
me: haha
ex # 1: but cld we try it?
me: no
ex # 1: y?
me: im not willing to
ex # 1: ket?
me: gawd
me: ang kulit mo >.<
ex # 1: i am
ex # 1: ket nga?
me: let's just leave it this way
me: i mean we're talking again, aren't u happy with that?
ex # 1: happy naman
ex # 1: but all those yirs hinanap kita
me: oh really?
ex # 1: there re things na alam kong ikaw lang ang pede kong kausapin
me: err.. ganun?
ex # 1: uhuh
ex # 1: the fact is i need u, the way u see things na di ko makita.. lam mo nung wala ka,i felt i was so alone
me: haha~
me: i'm not gonna say anything more..
ex # 1: u know me better than i knew myself
me: i'd end up diggin' shit i buried years ago
ex # 1: otey...
ex # 1: wag na nting halungkatin pa
ex # 1: pero..
ex # 1: pede start uli tau?
me: i said NO
ex # 1: okies

Oh well, bahala sya sa buhay nya! *ebul laugh*

Went to Mega w/ Ms Joey and Sir Mike yesterday. We had a seafood lunch and then we went to Powerbooks. Lots of books I loved! I wanna get all of them! So starting next payday I'm gonna have a portion of my salary saved up for books. Yey~ And yeah, I'm gonna go get me 1 or 2 pairs of drawstring pants. They're uber comfy and Ritch said I looked good on them. Wonder when I could go shopping.. *eyes lights up*

I couldn't stop listening to Echo. It's sexy and sensitive and romantic at the same time. I need someone to show me something infinitely inteteresting - whatever that is :) I also can't get Good out of my head. This one's for Carlo:

Well, maybe I'll call or write you a letter
Now, maybe we'll see on the Fourth of July
But I'm not too sure, and I'm not too proud
Well, I'm not too sure and I'm not too proud to say -
Aha, it was good living with you
Aha, it was good
Aha, it was good living with you
Aha, it was good..

LOL~ I'm going back to work. I'm thinking too much again.

6:18 PM