The past few days was pretty much eneventful. Production is good. I feel super. Everything is going well so far. See, I was right when I said May was actually gonna be a good month for me ^^
My sister was s'posed to come over from the province and stay with me for a while as she hunts the metropolis for a job but it didn't push through. Oh well.. I'm not gonna be any good at baby-sitting her, that much I know XD. And considering the fact that she ain't half as independent as I am, I'm gonna have a hard time once she's here. Nooo~
[[For Jon: I'm so sorry to hear bout your dad. I've known you briefly, and fleetingly if you will but I just wanna say that it meant a lot to me when you still seeked me out for comfort when your dad passed away the other day; even if I refused to answer your sms msgs and your calls and I've been hiding from you in YM for the past week. I'm glad I got to make you feel a lil bit better, but right now I don't have room for further complications. I know you meant well but I'm sorry. ]]
RF has been keeping me busy ^_~. My renewed interest in the game was surprising. I think it's a mixture of different factors though - one, I missed the game; two, I needed the distraction; three, I've met new people who I can exchange playful banter with during the rigorous PT grinding; and four, because lately the Guild's slowly coming back to life (which, I hope goes on XD!)I actually got Soulrun to lvl 35 with decent PTs. Woot~ got promoted to Caters na! Phew, I was glad I didn't PL when I was so tempted to ^^. And I got a new suit - a purple one at that (with my tummy exposed!), as well as a new bow. There's an alliance between Bellato and Cora and we've been winning the CW's alternately since Friday - which is good for my CP, haha~ And yeah, vox is playing RF too. Now I have a lil Bellato brother!
I've been spending quite a lot of OL time RF guy lately. PT grind, then 9PM CW, then more PT grinding. After last night's CW we made our first trip out to Ether where he indulged my screenie frenzy. And he brought fireworks! (Points at screenshot ^ and then points to wishlist <<< ) Afterwards came more PT grinding, and me being killed a lot of times; the reason being: Guild and Party chat, LOL :D We got carried away by the whole RP'ing theme. And an hour or so before we logged off, we abandoned shooting those bots (which he referred to as cousins of Zaide 3,000 times removed!) and just stood amidst the billowing snowstorm talking about... stuff. He actually got to calling me his fraulein. Oh my, I have an RF crush. Haha~
It's amazing how RF can make me run away from it all. Just for a few hours each day, I'm free if my worries. Like my Dad's and my sister's cold war that has been raging for almost a week; or about my say regarding the sensitive matter of who gets to keep their job and who gets sacked; or wondering why people can say they love me but can't understand me.. *sigh*
I can't get this song out of my head.
Maybe because deep down it's what I really wanna do..
I am a 24 year old female who still cannot come to call myself as a woman simply because I am like a child in a lot of ways. I am an online gamer and I have a several jobs but I fix people's flights and hotel problems for a living in the real world. I cry over rock songs but I cannot play any instrument. I have people screaming, crying and cursing at me for 40 hours in a week and I can still be nice to people. I suck at doing girly things but I love flowers in the pouring rain. I do not like arguments but I stand fast to my beliefs. I am my own person. I can be your pleasant surprise. 
