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I am a 24 year old female who still cannot come to call myself as a woman simply because I am like a child in a lot of ways. I am an online gamer and I have a several jobs but I fix people's flights and hotel problems for a living in the real world. I cry over rock songs but I cannot play any instrument. I have people screaming, crying and cursing at me for 40 hours in a week and I can still be nice to people. I suck at doing girly things but I love flowers in the pouring rain. I do not like arguments but I stand fast to my beliefs. I am my own person. I can be your pleasant surprise.
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Wednesday, June 07, 2006

Listening to: Heart in Hand [Vertical Horizon]
Pictures and photographs
Memories and windows
Goodbyes and epitaphs
Heartbeats and hellos..


Oh well, I was right. Yesterday was bad for me. I don't know why I felt crappy. Must be from the body pains I'm having. I felt sluggish coz of the painkiller I took. So in effect, the people from the office are getting into my nerves =/. I almost had a row with Niño about some confirmation thing. But we're ok now. LOL ^^;

As scheduled, we had the panel counselling yesterday. Twas Grace and Ate Rey on the hotseat. Honestly I was sleepy, and I was toying with my iPODs headset and pretending to pay attention >:) But of course I wasn't like that the whole time. I was actually expected to say something with sense! So I said something about focusing their energy on just doing their jobs, blah blah.. LOL ^^

Carlo is sick. And his text msgs are making mew uncomfortable =/ *sigh*

When I got home, I took a long shower. And boy it felt nice! I ended up having a 4-hr nap >:) Woke up just in time for dinner. Then it's RF time~ We won the 9pm CW - sooo 5k CP, woot! Rahr~ I didn't die last night. Anyways, here's more RF screenies from last night. Vox wasn't OL, and I promised to take him shopping at the Force NPC. Uh oh..




Close... >:) But we just hang out, ok?



Enjoying the view~ And the conversation..


Under the stars~ TheNovus sky was even in the mood for turning us in last night ^^

Hmm, I'm thinking about taking up photography. I'm pretty sure I'm gonna love it. ^^; Take pictures to compliment the stuff I write about. I can't draw so I might as well just take pictures! XD

Last night we talked about stuff, and magic moments - some concept I got off the book By the River Piedra I Sat Down and Wept by Paolo Coelho.

[[You have to take risks. We will only understand the miracle of life fully when we allow the unexpected to happen.

Every day, God gives us the sun - and also one moment when we have the ability to change everything that makes us unhappy. Every day, we try to pretend that we haven't perceived that moment, that it doesn't exist - that today is the same as yesterday and will be the same as tomorrow. But if people really pay attention to their everyday lives, they will discover that magic moment. It may arrive in the instant when we are doing something mundane, like putting our front-door key in the lock; it may lie hidden in the quiet that follows the lunch hour or in the thousand and one things that all seem the same to us. But that moment exists - a moment when all the power of the stars becomes a part of us and enables us to perform miracles.

Joy is sometimes a blessing, but it is often a conquest. Our magic moment helps us to change and sends us off in search of our dreams. Yes, we are going to suffer, we will have difficult times, and we will experience many disappointments - but all of these are transitory; it leaves no permanent mark. And one day we will look back with pride and faith at the journey we have taken.

Pitiful is the person who is afraid of taking risks. Perhaps, this person would never be disappointed or disillusioned; perhaps she won't suffer the way people do when they have a dream to follow. But when the person looks back - she will never hear her heart saying "What have you done with the miracles that God planted in your days? What have you done with the talents God has bestowed upon you? You buried yourself in a cave because you were fearful of losing those talents. So this is your heritage, the certainty that you wasted your life.

"Pitiful are the people who must realize this. Because when they are finally able to believe in miracles, their life's magic moments will have already passed them by.'"]]

Wee~ Never fails to make me smile everytime I read it :) I hope today's gonna be a good one. I think it'll be. ^^; I wonder when my magic moment will come today. But I guess I'll know it when it hit me~

Note: I'm now updating in the mornings, since someon'es been hogging all my OL time during the evenings lately >:)

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