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I am a 24 year old female who still cannot come to call myself as a woman simply because I am like a child in a lot of ways. I am an online gamer and I have a several jobs but I fix people's flights and hotel problems for a living in the real world. I cry over rock songs but I cannot play any instrument. I have people screaming, crying and cursing at me for 40 hours in a week and I can still be nice to people. I suck at doing girly things but I love flowers in the pouring rain. I do not like arguments but I stand fast to my beliefs. I am my own person. I can be your pleasant surprise.
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Friday, June 16, 2006


Listening to: Let Me Go [3 Doors Down]
And no matter how hard I try
I can't escape these things inside
I know, I know
When all the pieces fall apart
You will be the only one who knows, who knows..

Thank you :)
I feel so much better now.




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Awakening*

When you love, you get hurt
One lesson learned.
You climb up, then slide down
Will you try again?
You treasure your friends
And they stab your back.
You follow your parents
But are they on the right track?
You sing to the tune
and you go with the flow -
But when all's said and done
You end up alone.
"What's the point in living?"
This you might ask.
Life's a bitch, it's true
But then again, no.
Wake up little one
Open your eyes.
The world is cruel
But you ain't all alone.

*From March of 2000

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