Listening to: Good Morning Baby [Dan Wilson & Bic Runga]
Good morning, baby
I hope I'm gonna make it through another day..
The last time I updated, I was hyper. And I still am. Must be all that coffee I had. And that something else is still with me. :)
My week has passed me by in a blur. Geez! Time does fly. Last time I checked, twas Monday morning and I was feeling too lazy to get out of bed. And now it's already early morning Sunday!
Things were'nt going so well at work. The friggin brokers are up to something and we think it ain't good. Anyways, we're gonna have a couple of new accounts coming in. And hopefully by next month I'm gonna be back to my GY Mon to Fri shift - which means no more waking up at 5 am and no more work on Sundays! Plus I get Saturday and Sunday off! Woot~ I just hate my sched. I know I've been ranting about this for quite some time now. Haha! But having to work on a Sunday is just soo annoying. And Tuesday for a day off? Ano naman magagawa ko nun?! Sheesh~ But I have got to do it. Since it's my job, it's in my JD and because no one else can (Yes, call me conceited but no one else can do it. That's why I'm back to this swinging sked of mine). And it's not just my career that's on the line, but the agents' as well. So I have to do it properly! X3
On. The. Line. Is it time? Is it right? Is it ok? Sheesh~ So many questions! Haha! But I feel good. And right now I could hardly care..
Ok, so that last paragraph was just sooo vague. Even to me. Haha.. I'm actually just typing whatever that comes to mind. ^^; So yeah, on the line. Reminds me of this Teddy Geiger song:
cause everybody tries to put some love on the line
and everybody feels a broken heart sometimes
and even when i'm scared i have to try to fly
sometimes i fall
but ive seen it done before
i got to step outside these walls..
Sometimes I wonder if its worth it. Mending you heart and putting in back "out there". Then have it broken all over again. *Bitter Laugh* Heck. I should know. I've had my heart trampled down a couple of times already. Well, I think it is worth it. And I believe I can survive having it broken one more time, and then another.
***[For You'll-Know-Who-You-Are-When-You-Get-To-Read-This-Entry: Thank you for making me feel good. I just hope I'm gonna be good for you as well.]
I am a 24 year old female who still cannot come to call myself as a woman simply because I am like a child in a lot of ways. I am an online gamer and I have a several jobs but I fix people's flights and hotel problems for a living in the real world. I cry over rock songs but I cannot play any instrument. I have people screaming, crying and cursing at me for 40 hours in a week and I can still be nice to people. I suck at doing girly things but I love flowers in the pouring rain. I do not like arguments but I stand fast to my beliefs. I am my own person. I can be your pleasant surprise. 
