Thinking Out Loud
Tidbits
I am a 24 year old female who still cannot come to call myself as a woman simply because I am like a child in a lot of ways. I am an online gamer and I have a several jobs but I fix people's flights and hotel problems for a living in the real world. I cry over rock songs but I cannot play any instrument. I have people screaming, crying and cursing at me for 40 hours in a week and I can still be nice to people. I suck at doing girly things but I love flowers in the pouring rain. I do not like arguments but I stand fast to my beliefs. I am my own person. I can be your pleasant surprise.
Close All
Friday, July 07, 2006



Listening to: Someday [Nickelback]
How the hell'd we end up like this?
Why weren't we able
To see the signs that we missed?
And try and turn the table..

If there's one thing I realized this past week, it's the fact that life is so not like the movies.

Movie: Boy meets girl and they fall in love. They fight, make up and then live happily ever after.

Real Life: Boy meets girl and they fall in love. They fight. Break up. Boy wants the girl back bust she won't have him. They go their separate ways and might meet someone new along the way.

Movie: Hero/heroine has a lot of problems. He can't cope with it anymore so he/she decides to pull a suicide stint. He survives and everything falls back into place.

Real Life: Hero/Heroine have had enough. Tries to kill him/herself. It's either he/she dies or survives but when he/she wakes up things are still the same.

*Sigh*. Life is so much more complicated. I wish it's just like the movies tho. LOL. Don't we all... Wish for a happy ending?


4:37 AM