I won't say anything at all..

It's a stormy Thursday morning. Frankly, everything is just plain gloomy. It's been raining non-stop since last night, which made it uber hard for me to get up this morning. Classes are suspended in all levels, but too bad I ain't in college anymore. Haha. So I showered, a very cold one at that and got dressed. I trudged under the pouring rain and made my way in front of KFC to catch my FX ride to the office. I was glad to catch a ride within my first five minutes of waiting. Despite having the bottom of my capris wet, I was about to thank my lucky stars when lo and behold - the Tamaraw's batteries decided to die out on us. Haha. So there I was. Wet and running late and stranded in the SEAOIL station in Pineda - desperately waiting for a cab. I got one after like 10 mins. But the freaking driver was trying to pretend he doesn't know how to get me to Emeral Ave in Ortigas! AMP. So there, I was late for work. Late and wet and pissed. And quite hungry too and so in need of my caffeine fix.

Work is boring. So I'm left with browsing RF boards and Naruto Arena.

I don't know where he is or how he's doing. The last message I got was like 8 hours ago, when we said g'nyt. *sigh* I keep reading this. Something he sent me via PM at Naruto-Arena yesterday. It's the only bright spot in my day :

hehe.. wawa kc angel q pag la magawa..

Beh!

I love you mahal..

Geez. I'm ranting. I just miss him so bad. Haven't had the chance to spend quality time in more than a week. We both had stuff to take care of. I got sick, we had a fight. Then there's RF and stuff he's got to do til next week. And it makes me quite depressed to realize that I'll be turning 22 in 5 weeks, and I'm not gonna be able to spend that day with him, or my family for that matter. =(

Phew. It's been quite a week. Well, it always is everytime my mum's in town! XD So here's a rundown of what I've been up to:

Saturday, the 9th

My mom arrived from Aklan. I picked her up at Auntie Arlene's place in Mandaluyong after lunch then we brought her stuff at my place in Pasig. After that we were off to Sta. Rosa coz she's gonna be spending the weekend at Auntie Erna's place. After dropping her off, I shuttled back to Manila. I was quite in a rush coz there's an event in RF. But heck, due to lag and DC problems they had to postpone it. I went straight to work after RF-ing. PCSI's Telco went haywire - leaving them with dead phonelines. So Racquel ended up doing her confirmations here at Jollibee Plaza. And because of that I got off at 11am Sunday, instead of my usual 7am! :(

Sunday, the 10th

After I got off work I went straight to Laguna to spend time with my mom and my cousins. Hrr. To think I haven't slept yet. I finally hit the sack round 2pm and woke up feelinf like crap. My throat hurt and I had the sniffles.

Monday, the 11th

5 Years after 9/11. God Bless their souls.

Went back to Manila with mum. We met up with Auntie Arlene I went with them to PTRI in Taguig for the analysis of the Piña fibers for mum's PhD thesis. My day off. My sniffles got worse and I had a slight fever.

Tuesday, the 12th

So-so day. I left mum alone at home. I went to work and played RF afterwards, piloting Leppard. Weee~ It's fun being a berserker pala. Ahaha! I had him gain 10%, which ain't bad. And I died twice! Haha. I was shockedd when I got home coz everything is soo neat and clean. She did all my laundry, organized my stuff and my bed as well as everything else. Really. I gotta hand it to her. Thanks nanay. *hugs* Still sick though. And it's kinda nice to be sick with my mum around coz she's fuzzing over me, just like when I was a kid. Geez. I missed those days.

Wednesday, the 13th

I skipped work. Went back to PTRI with mum to take some pics and observe in their lab. I was the designated photographer and I toyed with her digicam while she was discussing some computations with the researcher! Went to Megamall after and she shopped around, with me trudging along. I was quite sick by this time - coughing and sneezing and running a fever. Anyways, I had my best dinner date. It was over some sinigang na maya-maya and my mum fussing and urging me to eat since I'm sick. XD It's been a while since I felt "that" comfortable around her. No pep talks about how I should do this or do that. I think it's because she sees I'm ok now, and I'm happy. I'm glad she didn't ask about Carlo. I think she knows I don't wanna talk to him anymore. She means well, and I love her.

Thursday, the 14th

I went to work, and mom went back to Aklan.

Friday, the 15th

Payday! Woot~

Saturday, the 16th

Just work. And RF. We lost SC2, won 9pm CW.. I turned lvl 41! Tee hee~ And butchy got to 43! Will post screenies later. I was in a hurry to get to work to take any.

Another boring workday. *sigh*

Wishing. Hoping. Waiting. Wondering..

Puyat. Barely 2 hrs sleep lang. I need to sleep properly! I know it's not healthy to sleep at 3 or 4 am when I have work at 6am. But.. "And I know it wasn't right, but it felt so good.."

Another slow day. Waiting for my shift to end. Browsed DA and Loved these images. Soo pretty :)