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I am a 24 year old female who still cannot come to call myself as a woman simply because I am like a child in a lot of ways. I am an online gamer and I have a several jobs but I fix people's flights and hotel problems for a living in the real world. I cry over rock songs but I cannot play any instrument. I have people screaming, crying and cursing at me for 40 hours in a week and I can still be nice to people. I suck at doing girly things but I love flowers in the pouring rain. I do not like arguments but I stand fast to my beliefs. I am my own person. I can be your pleasant surprise.
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Thursday, September 28, 2006

Listening to: Slide [Goo Goo Dolls]
Could you whisper in my ear
The things you wanna feel
I'll give you anything to feel it comin'
Do you wake up on your own
Or wonder where you are
You live with all your faults
I wanna wake up where you are..
I won't say anything at all..

It's a stormy Thursday morning. Frankly, everything is just plain gloomy. It's been raining non-stop since last night, which made it uber hard for me to get up this morning. Classes are suspended in all levels, but too bad I ain't in college anymore. Haha. So I showered, a very cold one at that and got dressed. I trudged under the pouring rain and made my way in front of KFC to catch my FX ride to the office. I was glad to catch a ride within my first five minutes of waiting. Despite having the bottom of my capris wet, I was about to thank my lucky stars when lo and behold - the Tamaraw's batteries decided to die out on us. Haha. So there I was. Wet and running late and stranded in the SEAOIL station in Pineda - desperately waiting for a cab. I got one after like 10 mins. But the freaking driver was trying to pretend he doesn't know how to get me to Emeral Ave in Ortigas! AMP. So there, I was late for work. Late and wet and pissed. And quite hungry too and so in need of my caffeine fix.

Work is boring. So I'm left with browsing RF boards and Naruto Arena.

I don't know where he is or how he's doing. The last message I got was like 8 hours ago, when we said g'nyt. *sigh* I keep reading this. Something he sent me via PM at Naruto-Arena yesterday. It's the only bright spot in my day :

hehe.. wawa kc angel q pag la magawa..
Beh!
I love you mahal..

Geez. I'm ranting. I just miss him so bad. Haven't had the chance to spend quality time in more than a week. We both had stuff to take care of. I got sick, we had a fight. Then there's RF and stuff he's got to do til next week. And it makes me quite depressed to realize that I'll be turning 22 in 5 weeks, and I'm not gonna be able to spend that day with him, or my family for that matter. =(

8:48 AM