Thinking Out Loud
Tidbits
I am a 24 year old female who still cannot come to call myself as a woman simply because I am like a child in a lot of ways. I am an online gamer and I have a several jobs but I fix people's flights and hotel problems for a living in the real world. I cry over rock songs but I cannot play any instrument. I have people screaming, crying and cursing at me for 40 hours in a week and I can still be nice to people. I suck at doing girly things but I love flowers in the pouring rain. I do not like arguments but I stand fast to my beliefs. I am my own person. I can be your pleasant surprise.
Sneak a Peek

Me and My sister Mae
Cherry and Me @ Dampa
Out of the Shower
He Loves Me
One Night in Ortigas
Videoke @ MOA
Solo Pic Taken @ MOA
Lunch @ Kenny Roger's
RRD Miles Launch
Swimming with Bebu
Bebu ko Astig
Teh Kyut Kyuts!
Hmm. Ewan.
Lives I Follow
Bebu | Voxie | Voxie - LJ | t0ni | Kohaku | Alquanna | Neosankyo | Lorne | Amaryllis | Jeeu | Rolf | Jabael | Aeryne | Chino | Morrigan | Bluearrow | Kibin | Zeek | Neoma | Thyalla | Karlo | Jonas | ReiShin |
Familiar Haunts

HOL™ Forums | RF boards | PW Boards | PW-HOL Fansite | Plurk | DevArt | iStockphoto | Peyups.com | Light a Million Candles | Bebu's Purevolume | Jam 88.3 | Radioblog Club | Blogskins | Crunchy Roll | Youtube | Click the City | Wikipedia |

Credits
Designer
-bolong
Basecodes/Inspiration
-ooh-
-z1ppy
Editing
-adobe photoshop cs2.
ALREADY HISTORY
April 2006 | May 2006 | June 2006 | July 2006 | August 2006 | September 2006 | October 2006 | November 2006 | December 2006 | February 2007 | April 2007 | June 2007 | July 2007 | September 2007 | October 2007 | June 2008 | October 2008 |
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Tuesday, October 31, 2006


Listening to: Breathing [by Ash]

I logged in to my blogger account today intending to write about something else entirely. But then while trying to gather my thoughts, I decided to browse through RF Boards - and lo and behold! I got a new PM in my inbox. So with all thoughts gone from my groggy mind, I decided to make myself a cup of coffee and munch on some choco chip cookies while listening to a song that's really close to my heart...

I mean.. heck. Now I don't know how to express my feelings! It's just so unfair sometimes. You wanna make people happy. But the one thing that's gonna make them happiest - you can't give :(

I can't help but feel guilty about it (although I damn well know I shouldn't). I just wish there's something I can do to make it better. Maybe I'm just being selfish in wanting to keep it because it makes me smile. But I don't wanna hurt people. I wanna make them... ok.


6:45 AM