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I am a 24 year old female who still cannot come to call myself as a woman simply because I am like a child in a lot of ways. I am an online gamer and I have a several jobs but I fix people's flights and hotel problems for a living in the real world. I cry over rock songs but I cannot play any instrument. I have people screaming, crying and cursing at me for 40 hours in a week and I can still be nice to people. I suck at doing girly things but I love flowers in the pouring rain. I do not like arguments but I stand fast to my beliefs. I am my own person. I can be your pleasant surprise.
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Friday, February 02, 2007


Listening to: Just Say the Word by Josh Kelley

Wee bee to me! It's been soo long since my last update. Christmas and New Year has come and gone. It's 2007 already, February 2007 by God! I've been a MIA blogger for too long. Time for me to put a stop to that. :)

Anyhoo, quite a lot has happened since my last update. Lemme see what I can still remember. XD

Work - I've been real busy with work. I do verification and collection now. Plus, I'm the one in charge for orders and talking with the suppliers. The load of work I'm getting drives me crazy sometimes. But heck, it's my job. And I gotta do it.

RF - I am still BA, still at level 45! Loving the game more and more. I wish I have more playing time though. Damn my sked. Saturnine got to lvl 45 a few days ago! Yey~ I have my very own personal tanker! *winks* Now we just need to complete his +3 int set. Then time to get Bailey (our crafter) to level 40! Payaman mode. :ninja: Hoho~ And oh, did I mention that Sat's in HOL already?

Mikey & Me - I've known him for almost 5 months now, and we've been a couple for almost 2 months. It's all good. I can't believe I could be this happy with someone. I spend my weekends with him now at their place in Bulacan. And I love every minute of it. Having coffee in the morning while playing RF.. Him singing for me.. Watching TV together.. I sleep better when I'm with him. Lawl~ I could go on and on about what I love about him. Truth is, I love everything about mikey. *Laughs* I can't believe I'm in love with a smoker. And yes, last weekend I got drunk with him! And both of us could barely remember what we did afterwards. Haha. I now find myself counting down the days until the next weekend. Just like what I'm doing now.

Looking back at 2006 - If there's one thing I learned about myself last year, it's the fact that I am strong. Yet I am weak. Work has been really challenging. I learned about my strengths, and was humbled when I learned about my flaws. I've gone through 3 boyfriends. I got off a 4-yr relationship, fell in love with a guy 3 yrs my junior (which lasted for 5 months), and then I met mikey.. Fell hard, and falling harder still. Looking back, I'm happy with the way things turned out. Save for the part when I hurt people I care about. 2006 left me with a lot of scars, but I wear them proud.

Gah. Enough. I just miss mikey.

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