Thinking Out Loud
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I am a 24 year old female who still cannot come to call myself as a woman simply because I am like a child in a lot of ways. I am an online gamer and I have a several jobs but I fix people's flights and hotel problems for a living in the real world. I cry over rock songs but I cannot play any instrument. I have people screaming, crying and cursing at me for 40 hours in a week and I can still be nice to people. I suck at doing girly things but I love flowers in the pouring rain. I do not like arguments but I stand fast to my beliefs. I am my own person. I can be your pleasant surprise.
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Tuesday, June 19, 2007


Listening to: Boston by Augustana


For the first time in 8 months, I talked to my mom today. That left me sobbing for 15 minutes before I was able to bring myself to the bathroom and take a shower. I felt really good. I can't even begin to describe what it was like to hear her voice again. After everything I put her through, she's still there for me. God, I love my mom.

My life has been a blur. I haven't been in touch with my family regularly for half a year. I wasn't home for Christmas or New Year, missed my grandpa's funeral, and tried like hell to stay off my sister's radar. To top it all, I lost my job because the company I was working for filed for bankruptcy.

The only real thing I have was my relationship with bojo and the friendship I have with my HOL guildmates and ingame friends.

bojo and me

With my good friend jeff (Hoseah) during one of our Guild EBs

But I made it through, in one piece. *laughs out loud* I have a new job now. I got my first paycheck from PeoplSupport! And I'm patching things with my folks and things are looking up for me. I tried Perfect World with bojo and we both loved it. I still am not decided if I'm gonna leave RF altogether. We'll see.
Right now I'm just really plain happy.

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