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I am a 24 year old female who still cannot come to call myself as a woman simply because I am like a child in a lot of ways. I am an online gamer and I have a several jobs but I fix people's flights and hotel problems for a living in the real world. I cry over rock songs but I cannot play any instrument. I have people screaming, crying and cursing at me for 40 hours in a week and I can still be nice to people. I suck at doing girly things but I love flowers in the pouring rain. I do not like arguments but I stand fast to my beliefs. I am my own person. I can be your pleasant surprise.
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Saturday, July 28, 2007

Listening to: I Could Not Ask for More by Edwin McCain

I'm just so happy right now. It makes me wanna listen to this song over and over again. I love my weekends. :)

Friday (ATP day) has come and gone. Thank goodness no one from the HR dep't barged into the training room. 3 more weeks of CST. I hope all 22 of us makes it.

I got to Tungko around 12 MN last night. The bus ride was scary. The driver was rather reckless. I lost track of how many times almost collided with another vehicle. When I got there, Bojo wasn't there yet so I had to wait for a few minutes. When he arrived, we had a very late dinner then went home. This week was a good one for us, since hindi ko sya inaway. Hahaha. We spent a couple of hours talking and catching up before we finally fell asleep around 3. Turns out, EVE has got him hooked! As for me, I finally got to level 12 in PW. Yey! 8 more levels to go before I could have a baby dudu bear, or at least a golem. Also, alquanna mailed me her old staff and clothes. Thankies clara! I wanna get to level 3 so I can buy me a Swan!

Anyhoo, GM Gaea is stepping down as the Community Manager for RF Online - Philippines. GM Cydie will be taking her place. I still don't know when I'm coming back to RF. Danjo told me that people have been asking him about when I'm playing again. I really don't know yet. I'm gonna try PW first and see how it goes. Actually, Thyalla and Ryu are planning an inter-racial/inter-server EB soon. They're meeting at Eastwood today, too bad I can't make it. Hope it pushes through though.

Hmm, I think that's it for now. It's bebu's turn to play EVE. He just bought me a pack of chocolates. Ain't he the sweetest?

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7:17 PM

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Listening to: All at Once by The Fray

(I heard this song a while ago and it reminded me of Cherry and what she's going through right now)

Some stuff I learned today:

  • Geez. MySpace deleted 29,000 Profiles of Convicted sex offenders. *shivers* (Full Article: HERE)

  • Oprah is still the highest paid TV star, earning an estimated $260 Million a year! (Full Article HERE)

  • Best estimates for personal physical space place it at about 24.5 inches (60 centimeters) on either side, 27.5 inches (70 centimeters) in front and 15.75 inches (40 centimeters) behind for an average westerner.

  • I got a perfect score on 2 out of our 3 TP quizzes so far. That's 66.66%.
  • Happy 17th Birthday Koko~

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11:19 PM

Tuesday, July 24, 2007

Listening to: Stolen by Dashboard Confessional

(Scribbled on my TP Notebook)
Earlier today I did say that I was gonna make an update so here goes.

We're having tech problems with out NT log ins so I have some spare time. Might as well compose an entry.

Anyways, yesterday was my first day of CST (I won't mention which account just yet, I might spoil it again!). And for the nth time we had do the introduction thingy. For our exercise we had to pick a partner, and we had to tell the whole class what our first impression was of our partners. My partner was Virma. Her first impression of me was that I am demanding. Well, that's true for the most part. Coz I always expect the best from people. Also, what struck with her was the fact that I am an OG (online gamer). Also, when I started introducing her, my trainer had to interrupt and comment on how perky I am. I was like "Uh, me? Perky?" And they all said "YES!". I was kinda surprised. I've always thought of myself as a laid back kind of person. But now I know that I have a default mood: perky. Haha. Also, I got the chance to talk to some of my AOL batchmates (who are now stuck with WaMu) about their first impression of me. Both of em said that the first time thet heard me talk, they thought that I don't know how to speak in Tagalog. I literally LOL'd when they said it. Apparently, the accent/twang kicks in automatically when I start talking in English. X, one of my E136 batchmates also mentioned that he thought I am nerdy. I think I'm ok with that. We had a quiz today and I was the only one in the class who got a perfect score. I like being smart :)

On other things, I'm quite disappointed that they still do not have PW OB installed in Ingen 2 when they have it Ingen 1 since the 19th. Souly's stuck at level 7. I wanted to get to level 20 at least so I could get me a baby dudu bear, and also start leveling my crafting. Heck, I wanna get to level 30 alrady so I could buy a flying mount! By the way the Clan (HolyOrder) is level 3 already. Bojo and I are both guilded so Yey! There's just so many people I could barely tell who's who. When I logged in for a bit last Sunday there was more than 45 people OL. And it was kinda hard to keep track of the conversation, especially because I was busy trying to finish my Pet Taming Quest and wasn't really paying much attention.


Also, peole have been changing layouts! Bebu, Sean, Zeekie and Rei changed their layouts too. In thing? XD


11:10 PM


Listening to: Soak up the Sun by Sheryl Crow

Yay! New layout!

Anyways, I was just reading this:

An armed gang of four kidnapped one of the world's top RPG gamers after one criminal's girlfriend lured him into a fake date using Orkut, Google's social network. After sequestering him in Sao Paulo, they held a gun against the victim's head for five hours to get his password, which they wanted to sell for $8,000. And yes, the story gets even better.


Surprisingly enough, after five hours the hostage wasn't talking. The group leader had a gun against his head all that time but the guy didn't say a word. At that point, the crooks gave up and decided to let him go. The brazilian police then caught the four suspects, aged 19 to 27.
According to the police, the captive is the world leader in
GunBound, a turn-based RPG-style multiplayer online game. Developed in South Korea, in this artillery game you get more experience points, offensive and defensive capabilities depending on your skills during battle, as well as money to buy more weapons, armor and all kinds of gear for your multiple avatars. You can only play with one of your avatars each time, but all of them belong to a single account.


The game looks to be quite popular, so the four gangsters decided they could make some quick cash if they kidnapped him to steal his user. Their plan: use one of the criminal's girlfriends, called Tamires, to get him into a date using Google's online social network Orkut, which is also extremely popular in
Brazil. After contacting and seducing him, she told the GunBound wizard to meet her in a shopping mall.


But she never appeared. Instead, Igor the boyfriend did. Gun in hand, he abducted and held the player prisoner, planning to rely the password to his mates using a cellphone. Against all odds, our hero (or very stupid guy) resisted. Probably using some Stamina +357 spell. Or a Big Cojones +577 mana potion.


Whatever he did to resist the torture for a stupid game password, boys and girls, there's a moral to this story: if you live in Brazil, keep playing Tetris.


Source: Click this.

I was s'posed to do an update but heck. I'm lazy. Maybe later.



11:35 AM

Sunday, July 22, 2007

Listening to: Bebu (While he's taking a shower)

It's been quite a rough week really. Work was crazy. I am officially gonna stop talking about my account transfers unless I know for sure that I am gonna stay there for good. Plus, bojo and I had a fight over that entry before this one. But we're over it. We're having a fantastic weekend.

He's in the shower right now. I might as well blog before he shoos he away :) Saturday afternoon we went to SM Fairview and watched Harry Potter 5. It was ok. I wasn't quite impressed with it, prolly because I have read and book and I somehow know what's gonna happen next. Anyways, we were lucky to find a Perfect World OB Installer. Yay! I'm finally able to play PW OB! Also, we found this game Star Wolves 2 and I have the feeling that I have yet again to devise some devious ways to tear him away from the PC. Pinkish monitor and all! *giggles*

I think that's it for this weekend. I just don't want my weekends to end. I don't wanna sleep because I know that when I wake up tomorrow I have got to leave for Manila and go to work. Anyways, I need to take a shower and prepare for bed. But before that, Soulrun PW Version pics :)

Soulrun in a Perfect World

On top of Beast City

Zen Position

Srike a pose!


So What?!?

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9:48 PM

Thursday, July 19, 2007


Listening to: Cool by Gwen Stefani
For B.

It's hard to remember how it felt before. Now I found the love of my life. Passes things, get more comfortable. Everything is going right. And after all the obstacles, it's good to see you now with someone else. And it's such a miracle that you and me are still good friends. After all that we've been through, I know we're cool.. I know we're cool.

And we used to think it was impossible, now you call me by my new last name! Memories seem like so long ago, time always kills the pain. Remember Harbor Boulevard? The dreaming days where the mess was made. Look how all the kids have grown, oh we have changed but we're still the same. After all that we've been through I know we're cool.. I know we're cool.

And I'll be happy for you, if you can be happy for me. Circles and triangles and now we're hanging out with your new girlfriend. So far from where we've been, I know we're cool.. I know we're cool.

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11:32 AM

Monday, July 16, 2007



Listening to: The Rescue by American Hi-Fi

I'm stressed. Not mad, just stressed. I'm done grieving over my latest account transfer to WaMu. I am gonna be bored to death. Today's VBT proved that. I might as well stick with it, then move on to a new account after 6 months.

Nuff of that. Anyways.. I was drunk Saturday and Sunday night with bojo . Saturday was so-so. I just slept. Sunday was pretty bad because I actually made 3 trips to the bathroom to throw up. That's the most drunken state I've ever been. I'm not much of a drinker that's why. I woke up without any hang over, but my tummy felt a bit queasy. I had coffee (which didn't do anything for me), while he had some soda. I took a sip, and surprisingly it made me feel better. :D He is just great. I know I act like a spoiled brat most of the time (when I'm with him) but he keeps up with me.

Right now I'm just waiting for bojo to reply to my YM messages. Karla's prolly using the PC that's why I'm not getting a reply. I miss him already. I know I just saw him this morning. Crap. His YM just went offline. Karla prolly logged it off. *sigh* Right now I just want him to hold me. Works everytime I feel down. Geez. 4 more days.

I'm hungry. And sleepy. And a bit cranky. Might as well get some rest. I hope I feel better tomorrow.

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11:10 PM

Thursday, July 12, 2007


Listening to: Tell Me Where it Hurts by Garbage

It's been raining everyday since Tuesday. Good for me because I can sleep without having to wake up every couple of hours because of the stifling heat. But bad because I have to go to work in the rain, and I don't like having the rain on my shoe especially when I'm gonna be spending the next 9 hours inside a centrally-AC'd building.

It's day 4 of my GY shift. I'm doing ok, unlike some of my batchmates. I'm back to 4 cups of coffee a night, dunno if that's gonna be good for me though. (If Lampaso finds out he'd be lecturing about how bad coffee is for me again!) I love my new account, especially the fact that we do NOT have surf control. Secondly, it's not as gruelling as Expedia. I feel quite at home with AOL. And boy I want that SecurID. It looks uber cool.

Anyways, I have got nothing better to do. I think bojo is a bit mad at me for snapping at him last night. :( I'm reduced to reading friendster bulletins and blog hopping. Poor zeekie coz I had to bother him while watching Claymore. Buti na lang may HOL confe marathon, I've got people to talk to for the most part. The PW servers won't be up until the 18th. Maybe I'll try logging in to my RF account, especially now that there's talk of a possible merge with 2 other guilds. It's weird because a lot of people have been asking me in YM about how HOL-RF, or the Bellato Altrax community have been doing. And I really don't know. Haven't been OL (ingame) much lately. Most people still associate me with RF. I've been asked a lot when I'd be coming back ingame. And that I'm not sure. Part of me wants to go back because I really miss my RF buddies. But part of me wants to spend time with my guildmates in PW too. Geez.

Hmm.. I think I'd be leaving for work early. Stay at Starbucks and review for the quiz later. Or maybe I'd walk around Robinson's Galleria. But I don't think I have enough energy to do that. I feel really crappy I'm almost sure I won't enjoy the mall. I need something to make me feel better. *sigh*

Maybe some mocha frap will do.

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7:02 PM

Monday, July 09, 2007

Happy 7th! :)

I'm off to work.

6:02 PM

Wednesday, July 04, 2007


Listening to: Me and You (I'm Like a Lawyer with the Way I'm Always Trying to Get You Up) by Fall Out Boy

That's my bebu playing the guitar. *Proud*

I dunno what's with FOB and the really long song titles! They make good music anyways so I couldn't care less. :) My angelfyre005 Y!M ID is acting up. People can't read the messages I send them. So now I'm using my sms account to chat with Bojo.

The other day, I saw this girl on the jeepney with "I know, I know a dirty word" handwritten on her pants. I was like "WTF?!?" No, she doesn't look slutty. On the contrary, she looked kinda lost. Made me wonder all the more why she had those words on her jeans. O_o

I woke up with a migrane. Good thing it went away after I downed an Advil. I just hate it when I'm about to get my period. My head hurts a lot, I'm cranky and I feel real sluggish. Good thing I'm finally off the HR scheduling team. My head'll prolly hurt more. It was sooo boring I had to drink 3 cups of coffee today to keep me awake. Hurrah! I'm starting with AOL tomorrow along with Cherry, Virma, Erik, Lee, Moe and X. I'm on GY shift starting next week so yey, g'bye traffic! I get night diff again! More than enough to cover for my taxes! Haha! And yup, I won't be cranky anymore due to lack of sleep! (Uh, I'd still be cranky once in a while *big grin*).

Perfect Word OB Registration began today. They had this thing where the 1st 1000 registrants will get 1000 gold ingots! Which is a considerable amout of in game currency! I could buy a lot of fashion items with those! They're even giving away free trips to Boracay! Hahaha. (Click HERE for full info.) I was at the office and the only thing that's not on Surf Control is Yahoo! Mail. So I had Bojo do it for the both of us. He ended up registering 11 accounts! My golly! I hope we get at least 2 - 1000 gold for each of us.

Anyhoo, on my way home today I passed by EDSA Central Mall. They had all these stalls selling different stuff. I ended up buying a handbag, which is uber cute for onle 130 Php. I'm too lazy to take a picture now, will do it later though. It's me 2nd bag in a week. The first one I got from SM and cost me 500 Php. It's a lot bigger though. Faux brown leather. I also got a cardigan today and almost bought a new pair of shoes. Haha. Soo much for not spending. I have the extra cash but I wasn't planning on spending it. But what's a girl to do? :) I just couldn't ignore that cute little handbag. It was the first thing that caught my eye and I have got to have it! Hahaha! And I need a new cardigan! It's always cold in the office! (Yeah, that's me rationalizing!) LOL.

And oh! Before I forget.. PW Soft Launch Pics. (From Neo)

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8:47 PM

Monday, July 02, 2007

Listening to: First Time by Lifehouse


Disclaimer: Violent outbursts ahead. Heed them not. Instead, blame it on the hormones!

PMS: Premenstrual syndrome (PMS) (also called PMT or Premenstrual Tension) is a collection of physical, psychological, and emotional symptoms related to a woman's menstrual cycle.

Hurr. I'm sooo hating DPWH right now. For the 2nd Monday in a row, I was late because of the traffic. Heck, I was up at 5 freakin' AM! Yet I was 20 mins late for work. Grrr... Why the hell they choose to do concerete reblocking just when the school year opened and the rainy season started? I think that's stupid. I ended up walking for 20 mins just to the end of the traffic jam. I was able to catch a bus, but all the seats were taken. I ended up having to stand ant the back of the bus for 1 hour! And what irks me was the fact there were men seated all around me. No one bothered to offer me a seat. They just stared at the women standing there. I don't have a problem with standing all the way to Philcoa, I'm cool with it. I just hate to think that men don't care anymore. Heck, I give up my seat to old people and pregnant women. Why can't these men do the same?

Work was so-so. I'm still doing HR work until Wednesday. I'm gonna moved to AOL starting July 9th. Yey! I got net access! Uh. Speaking of net access.. The stupid IT guys had yahoo mail blocked! Geez man! What's a bored girl got to do?

Anyways, on less gloomy things.. Bojo and I watched Transformers last Saturday. And yup! It was a kick ass movie. I'm no bot fan, but the movie surprised me. Made me lot quite a lot of times. Enjoyed more that Fantastic 4: Rise of the Silver Surfer, even Spiderman 3. I'm kinda bummed tho that we missed the PW Soft Launch yesterday. I didn't wanna go because Robinson's Ermita is a long ways from Bulacan, and I have to be at work 9am today. Well, there's always a next time!

Anyways, I've been really moody lately. My 9-6 sked is driving me insane, and the traffic is really getting into my nerves. Plus, I'm about to have my period so there. I was actually snapping at Bojo at the slightest provocation. Poor guy. *hugs* Thank God coz my boyfriend's been nothing but good to me. I envy his patience. He spoils me rotten! Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket I wish I could be like that.

Uh. Did I mention I hate Mondays? No? Well... I HATE MONDAYS! I wish it's always the weekend!

8:35 PM